I'm so stressed up ok! Tomorrow is going to be Management Accountings paper and it's a miracle that in less than 1 day to go, I have yet to study anything. YES! Not even a single thing. All the best uh to me! (:

I have no choice but have to be in this fate. Argued about the fact that I have crucial Esplanade trainings, I'm so sick, I need to work, I really need to study for exams. But still, nothing is important compared to my brother's wedding this Sunday. When you only have less than 1 week, and the house is still in a mess shows a bad sign. And no matter how you tried to debate with the groom-to-be, you will be at the losing end. Yes, every time I argued with him, I will lose. Even though I keep telling about my exams and Accountings paper.

Seriously, no one knows how I'm feeling right now. I am totally worn-out, no words can describe my health status now plus the depression I am going through. I don't even know who to talk to because everyone is practically busy with their own things. Most friends are going for cheap thrills over guys now. While I'm here, can't bother with much things but just have to pretend in front of public that I'm still the happy girl around.

Fake? Cheating yourself? Name it. You have your own say. Unless you're in my shoes, then you know how I'm feeling now.

Depressing gilababi punyeeeeeeee...........................